47. Apology, Part II

[blue_shields]

Blood, I hope you will accept my sincere apology for my thoughtless comment to you last night. I wasn't thinking, but that's no excuse. It was completely uncalled-for, and I feel totally disgusted with myself. We all need to keep the hope alive that our loved ones will come back to us some day, and you're a great reminder of that.

I apologize to anybody else who was affected by my behavior, too. I've lost two of my best friends within the span of a week, and as you can tell, I am not dealing with it very well. I need to learn when to put my journal down and walk away before I write things I end up regretting.

Comments

[winged-steps.livejournal.com]

It's very hard to lose someone you care about. I'm sorry for your loss...

[blue-shields.livejournal.com]

Thank you. And it is... especially two in such quick succession...

[winged-steps.livejournal.com]

I'm sure the people you spoke harshly to will understand and forgive you. You were in pain... you didn't mean it.

[blue-shields.livejournal.com]

I certainly didn't. I'm sure she'll understand, too, but I wanted to make a public apology nonetheless.

[winged-steps.livejournal.com]

I think that shows a lot about your character.

I'm Breeze, by the way... if we haven't met before.

[blue-shields.livejournal.com]

Thanks for saying that. I feel like the entire Sphere hates me right now...

I'm Spike, actually- the one who was here when you hatched. Good to hear from you again.

[winged-steps.livejournal.com]

You mustn't think that... I'm sure it's not true at all. Someone who would apologize like this... that can't be a bad person.

Oh! Of course, I remember!

[blue-shields.livejournal.com]

Thank you.

I saw your entry about getting lost in the Wilderness and never got around to responding... I'm glad you're alright.

[winged-steps.livejournal.com]

Don't apologize... I understand. You had other things on your mind. Thank you for the thought, though... I appreciate it a lot.

[blue-shields.livejournal.com]

No problem.

[pinkhairedchild.livejournal.com]

It's okee, I wasn't upset!

[blue-shields.livejournal.com]

Thanks, little sister. That means a lot.