50. Name

[blue_shields]

He would be proud of me. At least, I hope he would be...

I just got a Memory Crystal and- I found out my name. But it doesn't matter. Just keep calling me Spike. Whoever I was in the past... he's not the person I am now.

I also apologize in advance to anybody who gets attached to me. After I used the Crystal, I had a pair of handcuffs hanging from my left wrist. I can't get them off, and whenever I get close to someone, the other cuff locks around them. It releases whenever it feels like it, apparently.

[[OOC: Strikes are still fairly visible.]]

Comments

[ice_echani]

You do not wish to be known by your true name?

[blue-shields.livejournal.com]

No. I'm "Spike" in my head and am used to thinking of myself that way.

she has name/ping issues, don't mind her XD

[ice_echani]

I am not sure I understand, but I will respect your wishes.

[blue-shields.livejournal.com]

Thank you.

nothing to see here, just breaking hiatus

[sassyandpink.livejournal.com]

Spike?

Why don't you want to use your real name?

[blue-shields.livejournal.com]

Partly because I share a name with someone else... who disappeared fairly recently. And partly because it just doesn't feel right to me. I've been "Spike" for so long...

[galacticgeisha.livejournal.com]

Will I get to learn your name, darling?

Also, be careful, running around getting attached to people.

Oh oh is this a flash of Spike sarcasm?

[blue-shields.livejournal.com]

Of course.

Yes, getting attached to people can be very dangerous.

handcuffs eh? I think you know where my mind went. ;D

[lemonshine.livejournal.com]

It doesn't matter what your name is. You're still the same person regardless. :)

I'm not commenting on the handcuffs.

|D

[blue-shields.livejournal.com]

Yeah... that's how I feel. But I'm still not going to change my name... it just doesn't feel right.

8D;;

[lemonshine.livejournal.com]

I won't force you to.

No problem!

[blue-shields.livejournal.com]

I know. Maybe later I'll change my mind.

[ambitious-fire.livejournal.com]

Something on your mind Spike?

[blue-shields.livejournal.com]

Lots. My memory left me with a lot to think about.

[ambitious-fire.livejournal.com]

Well would you like some company later?

[blue-shields.livejournal.com]

I wouldn't be averse to that.

[ambitious-fire.livejournal.com]

Well then, let's meet up somewhere later okay? Where would you like?

[blue-shields.livejournal.com]

I can come over to your place, or you can come over to mine. Bridge is currently haunting the Scavengers' Yard in pursuit of... whatever it is he does... so I'm home alone.

[ambitious-fire.livejournal.com]

I'll come see you then.

[doctorears.livejournal.com]

I take it you don't like the person you were in your past? At least, that's the impression that I got.

[blue-shields.livejournal.com]

Hmm- not exactly. More like, it feels like I'm just not that person anymore. I've been in Edensphere for so long, I feel like I AM Spike now.

[doctorears.livejournal.com]

That makes sense.