No, no. It's just... I miss Lucy still. And I haven't really felt right since the fire, and since I was reborn...

[He rubs the back of his head, trying to articulate how he feels.]

I don't know if it's my imagination or not, but since I was so insensitive when I was reborn, I've felt like- not like people hate me, exactly? But like they think I'm a bad person because of it, and not fit to be head Scavenger, and that's why I haven't been commenting around much. I'm afraid of saying the wrong thing again.